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I don't want you to hate for all the hurt you feel

Sat Mar 28, 2009, 11:55 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Vnv Nation and Ashbury Heights
  • Reading: The Host, by Stephenie Meyer
I recently discovered an ex-fake-friend, with whom I tried to end things straight and without drama, decided to attempt some poem about me and how lame I am. I know I'm better than her because, unlike her, I wouldn't insult my readers with talentless writing... instead, I listen to real poets, and try to bring here their creations.

Vnv Nation is an example.

This song is very important for me, it felt as if sung to me back in a terrible and terrifying time, and I'll never be able to thank them enough for all the understanding their poetry brought, that understanding fake friends could never provide.

Vnv Nation, 'Illusion'

I know its hard to tell
How mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need
Is behind every door
Each time you get hurt
I don't want you to change
Cos everyone has hopes
You're human after all

The feeling sometimes
Wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though
You never belong
This feeling is not sadness
This feeling is not joy
I truly understand
Please don't cry now

Please don't go
I want you to stay
I'm begging you please
Please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate
For all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion
Trying to change you

Being like you are
Well this is something else
Who would comprehend
That some that do lay claim
Divine purpose blesses them
Thats not what I believe
And it doesn't matter anyway

A part of your soul
Ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last
But I'm still not sure
But what I do know
Is to us the world is different
As we are to the world
I guess you would know that

Please don't go
I want you to stay
I'm begging you please
Please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate
For all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion
Trying to change you

Please don't go
I want you to stay
I'm begging you please
Oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change
For all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion
Always trying to change you

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Why, when Emilie Autumn does it so much better?

And what if I'm a snowstorm burning
What if I'm a world unturning
What if I'm an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I'm the kindest demon
Something you may not believe in
What if I'm a siren singing gentlemen to sleep
...
And what if I'm a weeping willow
Laughing tears upon my pillow
What if I'm a socialite who wants to be alone
What if I'm a toothless leopard
What if I'm a sheepless shepherd
What if I'm an angel without wings to take me home
...
What if I'm a crowded desert
Too much pain with little pleasure
What if I'm the nicest place you never want to go
What if I don't know who I am
Will that keep us both from trying
To find out and when you have
Be sure to let me know

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: madrid
  • Interests: severus snape
  • Favourite band or musician: emilie autumn and amanda palmer
  • Favourite genre of music: victoriandustrial
  • Favourite cartoon character: wendy testaburger and top cat
  • Personal Quote: depeche mode was a way of living, now they're just trying to make money from the ashes.

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And on Accessory!

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Thanks for the second :+fav:!
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:icontheoracleofdreams:
Thanks for the :+fav:! I have more Amanda Palmer/ Dresden Dolls-y artwork up! You should check it out, links are in my journal.
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Great :D I'll have a look!
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Thanks for the fave! Love your gallery by the way...
E-Muffins and E-Tea for you!

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